whatever...

At age 17 i believed with total conviction that i would become not just stable but really rich by the time i reach 21.. WHAT A NUT I WAS!!! HEHE

Now I'm 23, I've worked for three years in four different companies since i finished college.  Four International chains in fact, good companies that paid me more than what most people my age usually get.  I've enjoyed and spent all my money to my heart's content.  I've seen half of the world, encountered a lot of different cultures and I'm really happy about it.

But for a really brief moment of insanity-- or maybe boredom I don't know which one, I quit my last job just because...

Now I don't know what im doing.. I'm back home being pabigat to my mom and dad again, probably more than i used to be because the price of all commodities have gone so much higher and I'm back in college taking a more expensive course.. Can someone please slap me???  i blame everyone who has told me it would be alright to resign and have my parents send me back to school again, who has said it would be a good idea. why did all of u let me do such a crazy thing????!!!! y did u take advantage of the fact that I'm so gullible??what kind of friends are u!!!

haay.. i need some consolation. I really dreamt of becoming a dentist when I was young..but right now I just feel like I'm too old to start being one.  Do u think i am?  Seriously? Bakit naman? hehe.. pasensya na, it's just one of my not-so-lucid intervals. u know naman! the screws are not tight lately.

Gosh.. alright I'm taking a deep breath..hhhmmmm...aaahhh.

i feel better. I dont know if this kind of stuff should even be blogged about but i just wanna let out this confusion.  Sometimes i feel so right about it, and other times like I've made the biggest mistake in my life.  It's almost like I got married to the wrong person. only a little less grave.. anyway, since I'm already back here and given up what i got, might as well be happy about it and make the most out of the experience.  Diba? um-oo ka naman! haha..

so here I am now.. back to school.. some are saying they wish they could do the same, some are blaming me (you are too late!!). I wonder what the future holds for me this time.. somebody suggested I go to police academy after this. well, let's just wait and see.. hehe